I see my father’s face diseases ridden in the sick bed. I realize immediately i have lost the privilege of a woman who is betrothed to a man. It is clear to me that is a sham marriage. We get together, we get married and we break up immediately. It is a shameful embowlment of destinies. My father, shangwen chen, lives and stays in haikou, hainan island, as the diagnosis of cancer strikes deep inside people’s cores. It is an unnatural fabrication of syndromes written and disclosed only in the bright surgery room of the hospitals, vomitting, sweating, and not being able to consume food. I questions its reality written darkly in the web languages of digital democracy, justice and love through numerous texts, experimental videos and artworks. It makes no particular sense in this year of snake, an animal that has become mystified by its nature of shedding its skins. 

Is hospitals in china a sham?

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Beijing, emma

Yuling chen, lucy, is moving to nyc

Sheillie zhang, eden, is evicted in beijing, with emma steen, sofy mesa who has changed their names to emma, etc. , nima salimi, qiqi wang, xi cheng, etc., li beier, esmaa muhammed.

Yuling chen’s father, shangwen chen, is getting out of the hospitals

Yuling chen, lucy, is settling down in nyc

Yuling chen, lucy, contacts her father

End: Yuling chen, lucy, is travelling and attending weddings

Why is the crisis in Hong Kong, the semi-autonomous territory intensified on the Al Jazeera, on 2019 July 3rd? 

Etc. 

Lucy moves to the new york city happy like a clam. However she cannot forget about her dead father and widowed mother somewhere in china. 

After my dad’s rapid decline in health and eventual death , he is not dead yet, i have become familiar with people who endure as trauma as i did. New york is another vista altogether. It is big for one thing. It is beautiful. She lives in east village in an apartment bought by her current husband, a person who was always around and loved her. I often have nightmares about him leaving me. But i know that’s not true. I sat at the table eating the food i cooked. It was delicious. It was fried egg and tomato in a noodle soup. I chewed on the noodles and thought about how hot it soon would be in new york. It already was. Hot and balmy like a pregnant spring. I thought about these strangers, people i used to know, etc., from the university, sheillie zhang, emma steen, sofy mesa, nima salimi, qiqi wang, eden, xiaodan wang, xi cheng, li beier, esmaa muhammed, qirou yang, and chuyao fang who all have changed their names to Emma. they were evicted in beijing after the purge in the government, a terrifying motion made by the president of China, xi jin ping. People are scared. I heard they not only lose their jobs that they stole from other people, but also lost everything, every privilege there is to be a person or a citizen in China. They were chased around after the eviction, homeless, having nowhere to live but some sort of shams built under the bridge. Each day they waited for a moment of truth, to die, to commit suicide. I randomly drew their faces, how cruel the life was. They went in to CHIna all having hopes of becoming a success. They got nothing. Now i was all alone in new york. Everything looks so crystal clear. If i want to survive, i will have to make some sort of contributions. I havent found any jobs yet. Im just here on tn visa. Or some sort of visa. Everyday my husband ishmael isaac prepares meals for me. We say nice things to each other. Then we leave the premises, him to work, i preferably walking around making videos and doing some sort of writings. It’s all really avant garde. I have lost count of the dates. The spring is full of warm winds, penetrating every surfaces embedding seeds in the cracks. I found it irritating. People flow in new york like rivers. I was washed anew each day with multiple inspired ideas about marriage, works and fundings. After a while, my dad, chen shangwen, got out of the hospital in china. I found this strange. Nothing particular would say anything would further. I found people talk shit. They also talk about hospitals and my dad who had cancer. I walked around getting all these information about myself, am i a strange flower in a foreign land?

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