I felt such a shame as I had a living situation back then with Alex Banman. At the last leg of our relationship, I became disillusioned with success. I deleted my works and threw out furnitures wishing to have a new start with a new identity. It had been difficult. I was constantly here and there and all over the places. Now after years I finally had peace. I’m taking my meds regularly. I controlled my tempers. The world looked so much different now. Coronavirus was no longer. And many people had moved on from that period like I did. I wished things were different. It looked like it’s different now. Etc.