Yuling Chen

Yuling Chen

artist, writer, blogger, filmmaker, maker, etc.

Jealousy

In 2019, my past classmate qirou yang asked me to go to the nuit Blanche with her. I brought Alex banman with me. On our way to see the next installation, we chatted about the job interviews I got from the museum sectors. I was confident I could get it. Qirou yang became weird and jealous. She immediately attacked me for talking about the interview by telling us she would leave and will not go to the next art installation. I was shocked. But I kept a friendly demeanor watching her walk off to her apartment and saying goodbye. It was extremely rude and abrupt almost cruel. I supported all her endeavors. And she would get jealous just by mentioning an achievement I have. I was in disbelief. Then our relationship had a further fall out. I deleted her and it was not enough. I later deleted writings I wrote for her public blog on we chat. Years later around 2021 I got online again and tried to reconnect with her on LinkedIn. She was unkind talking about she leaving the waterfront condo and wishing me all the best. I was shocked again. I started to follow her social media and trying to ask why she behaved/talked these ways. She stopped replying and blocked me on social media. Then I saw her LinkedIn account getting all sorts of jobs. It’s the type of jobs I talked about with her and used to get. I was shocked. This is clear to me she was trying her hardest to stop me from getting any jobs and becoming successful. It was unbelievable. I couldn’t believe just jealousy would make a person do such things. She became a complete stranger to me. I haven’t gotten any job since 2019 that paid me. I wonder whether it has something to do with strangers like her. Etc. 

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