Fake

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Yuling Chen 

It turned out it’s all fake. Everything is fake. Is everything fake? Is there anything real? Jobs are fake. Are jobs fake? Xi Cheng , everything, everybody, everywhere, etc. , had never been to Los Angeles. They lied. Did she? Did they? Why is that? I cannot think of anything but their jealousy of my success in schools and out of schools. I booked tickets to go to Los Angeles and nyc in June a few weeks back. It turned out it’s a long road trip with no precedents. I’m in fear. Should I go or not? Will I be lost on the roads? Will I be lost in the city? I think it’s my worries for this person I saw in front of farm boy at waterfront, and everything, everybody, everywhere, etc. , making these trips difficult. Will he accompany me? Will they accompany me? Why do I think he, they, etc. ,is /are in these vehicles? Is it because he , they, etc. , came out out of nowhere? Etc.