Friends are hard to come by. Especially now in the middle age. I often keep things for myself. But friends are supposed to share. Their presence enlightens the first several signs of reasons and emotions. People are jealous when you have friends. The new social scripts require you to be humble. It is a far too awesome to have a few friends who truly knows you. Years after graduation I have made new friends. We don’t go out that much. People are suspicious of adult friendship. It seems to be never enough. Etc.