I’m thinking about how much I love writing. It was the first thing on my mind. but finding something to write about is often difficult. I was drinking bubble teas the other days. Then I reflected on how before I saw the news people who don’t protests and drink bubble teas. is bubble teas an unhealthy habit? I do enjoy drinking its flavourful liquid and savour the mochi textures in the drinks. I got it mostly from pacific mall in Markham these days. they have varieties of the choices. it makes me think about immigration. I have immigrated through sponsorship. Alex Banman proposed to me in 2011 after we met. we got married. I wanted to leave PEI and he didn’t want to. He wanted to play music there. I was obsessed with finding a job. In PEI, the jobs were scarce. I thought coming to Toronto, moving places, will change things. However it didn’t. I still couldn’t find a job. I briefly had a period between 2013 and 2019 finding jobs even after I went to a university for a different degree. I didn’t know we would break up. But we did. I started to write about things in my life on blogs. I deleted many works in a frenzy because I thought my works weren’t helping me in life. Now I just remade them, making new works and uploading to various social media sites and on my website. I hope it would change things even though I was diagnosed in 2023 that I have psychosis/schizophrenia. I really do. etc.