I was at the finch station. I was disappointed I didn’t see the ticket inspectors/police/securities. Then I all of sudden remembered something about Kennedy station in 2021. I remembered right before I lived with Alex Banman. He was telling me I couldn’t live with him. That was so shocking to me. Because first he left me and abandoned me in the old apartment. He came back acting weird like there were people who liked him and was a fan of him. I remembered how I was at the Kennedy station watching the buses come and go feeling they were answering to an invisible rule that I was making with the things I do or something, like my writing. Because there were lots of buses out of services. In present day all of sudden I got suspicious that Alex Banman was lying about being in BC. He just tried to prevent me from ever living with him again. I found this extremely racists. How could he escape his responsibilities? Etc.