I saw Caroline Kennedy on the New York Times in 2025. She was criticizing her cousin Robert f. Kennedy jr. since then I have started wanting to go visit New York again. I felt for some reason that what I saw in 2017 when I did that was not representational of the big apple. I went there finally on bus taking advantage of its cheap fare. When I arrived in the middle of the night, the city was alive, dirty, trashed, radiating with neon lights. Several black youths and people were on the streets. They saw me and said hello. I said it back. I found it absolutely exhilarating. Etc.