I couldn’t figure out how employment service couldn’t help me land a paying job. Everyday I just felt like it’s another day that I have not tried enough. I decided to see if I could find a job by myself. Is it only natural to worry about things? I just checked flying to China no longer requires a visa for Canadian citizen this year. This is an exciting new information. I hope they will extend this to the next year. I need to renew my passport anyway. I missed China. I’m missing it’s crowded public spaces, people’s stares and rapid vehicle flows. I have attempted using playing games and divinations to sooth my anxiety and nerves. I’m not sure how much good it does. But I do feel like seeing different imageries help a lot. Or maybe it doesn’t help at all. I went to university of Toronto often. I’m thinking about applying. But how viable is that? Etc.