Yuling Chen

Yuling Chen

artist, writer, blogger, filmmaker, maker, etc.

Illness

Lifan Zhou is ill. I felt so happy about that. I was diagnosed with psychosis. I found this hilarious. She told me she had also been diagnosed with mental illness. She didn’t talk about her job on LinkedIn, social planners at hi.com China. She said she streamed before 2023 and there were 3000 people watching her. The moment she told me that I realize there are people in my environment or far away wanting money or the same thing. I asked why she didn’t put her jobs on the web. She immediately was scared and tried to tell me she was going back to her parents. I told her she should move to Hong Kong and the United States, New York or Los Angeles, all at the same time. She was hurt. I even went there for her to do some research. And it turns out those cities are full of creative people. They look strange in comparison. I got a feeling she was not welcome amongst them. They think she was essentially lacking in comparison to me. They loved me tho. It’s not reciprocated. Etc. 

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