I cancelled my July trip to New York after I submitted my forms. I’m now worried about how much I should pay each month. I thought about China. I wonder how I will ever pay off these debts. I’m originally from China. I only immigrated and took on student loans because this guy Alex banman proposed to marry me and asked me to find a job in Canada. I kept trying and cannot find any paying jobs at all. I regretted marrying him who sent me random emails about worrying about me. Etc.