I can’t believe what my life is and has been. In 2020 I lived alone in an apartment. I ate food from the food bank. They didn’t give out cooking oil. I had to borrow it from the strangers. Soon I changed the lifestyle. It was truly a shock to me, graduating from the university and never looking back. My dad, Chen Shangwen, had passed away in 2017. I didn’t see any of these coming. It was all about the mounting challenge of globalization. Nowadays I’m only worried about whether I can go to a place or not. I wonder about my futures. In my apartment I had used easle as a wooden object wielding it around to play martial arts. It was then I realized the plasticity of life. Etc.