I have to say and decided I’m pro-choice today again when I found out my mom had an abortion before she had me. She seemed to be believing the western myth that Chinese women are beautiful creatures with kind hearts. She has since withdrawn herself from the world and me further retreating into the myth of these beautiful Chinese girls and women without ever looking back. I felt left behind in an awkward stance. I felt cheated. I felt deeply angry and hurt. What are they trying? Is white people’s delusion this important to them? Etc.