The fact that she was having a heart attack has made her suspicious. She looked all over online for any information about heart diseases. Then she found all these information too fake. She started to think about hospitals again. It’s easy to destroy yourself and constantly seek professionals’ help and attentions. But now she realized she actually had disease she could safely trout the grounds that other people walk on. She decided to write it down. But if that was easy, she would not feel so blue like this everyday she got up. She thought about her classmates, friends and families. Are they jealous? Are they worried? Are they hateful? Etc.