Since my dad Chen shangwen passed away in 2017, my mother Chen bin and I ‘s relationship has been quickly deteriorating. The lubricant between me and her that my father’s presence made has completely disappeared. She is like a divorced woman already onto who is the next can provide for her and completely forgot about me. She is a widow that see death as her opportunities to find the next person who would provide what my father did when he is alive. That’s not my fault. That’s extremely likely that this woman has resentment that I could be a hindrance to her happiness. I just largely stayed away from her and her adventure of looking for another man. Etc.