I also realized that in 2019 when I accompanied my friend qirou yang, etc. , to a cake shop and then to her date’s apartment near where I lived, she probably was thrown out of her apartment and made up that entire thing about going there for the sake of saving face. They probably no longer dated each other long time ago. It was bizarre. Then she posted her photography project with some random guy on her blog. It’s not that date. But it’s a different person she called her partner. I think that’s the person she told me about who had a photography shop in China. It’s clear she regretted how she treated me in schools and tried to be friends with me. It’s strange how she used the photographs to communicate this desire. I was moved. Then I started to email her about various things I thought of and thought it was important. Etc.